i have never felt this way before...

it was as if,

i am a criminal..

what have I done wrong...

kasi naman eh,

I told this foolish heart of mine

not to expect too much...

ayan, kasi...

nagaway tuloy kayo...

sinong kawawa ngayon?

xempre, ako lang naman..

wala nang iba..

masyado mong mahal...

di mo naman,

kung ikaw talaga mahal niya..

nakakainis talaga...

sakit ah..

namisinterpret ata niya

ang sinabe ko kagabi...

di na ako kinausap..

huhuhu..

haay..

sabi ko kasi,

wag na muna ako itext,

at ienjoy niya ang presence ng barkada...

di ko naman sinabing,

wag na akong itext ever...

grabe..

pero,

feeling nya siguro..

he felt that as if...

AsIF...

I AM PUSHING HIM AWAY...

i never meant that way...

badtrip,

nasaktan ko ata

ego niya...

ano kaya gagawin ko?

i cannot afford a day,

without him...

he is like,

my smelly pillow,

or even my favorite chuckie drink...

waah!! ^o^

isang araw palang,

parang di ko na kaya!!!

all the more,

nasa bataan pa siya...

no wonder i am sooooo sad...

he already

is a part

of who I am...

and now,

I can really say...

I MISS HIM BADLY...

i really feel,

that i have hurt

his pride and ego...

yan kasi...

twing napapatingin

ako sa phone ko

oh kea

sa unan ko,

ikaw naaalala ko...

sorry na talaga...

I promise not to do it again...