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what runs through my mind now...
Hmmmmmm,
let me see....
since this morning, the rain hasn't stop pouring down, and seems like it will still continue for a couple of days.
that so-called chedeng chorva is calling his tagmate dudong or dodong, and it was said to be here in the Philippine area of responsibility tomorrow.
the good thing about it, there will be no classes in ALL levels! It alarms me to wake up as late as 1 in the afternoon..but the sad part about it--my body wakes up at 5 a.m, whether with or without the cooperation of my brain.
So what's the big deal? I really wanted to still sleep but my body says that it's time to get up and do something...as if its ticking the sound alarm telling me to get up lazy bum. (hey, I am not a bum! I am just trying to rest for a while,,amp :p) It is not all the time that there are seasons like these, so might as well get the most out of it---SLEEP until sundown(exag)
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well, you see, I am still human--and I confess that I am still in-love with the same man I have been praying for quiet a long time now. The Lord answered my prayer, because I requested not to see him for a long time..It was only yesterday that I saw him. I have realized one thing in the process..that I am still young to think about chorva stuffs. And I think the 'kilig' factor stage is what satisfies me, not the deep intimate commitment or whatsoever you want to call it.
The fact that I saw him yesterday was already a blessing to me, and it put an end to a 4-week dry spell :p Right now, the encounter still stays fresh in my memory. As if it’s continuously playing in my real or media player. (it would be better if next time I’ll try to keep even the exact words in the scenario!) It’s not all the time that I can come across someone so stupid as that big guy. Yes, you read it right, I did call him stupid—stupid in the sense that he fell for me even though he knew the detours and caution sign that I am determined to have no commitment to any guy until the day I get my college diploma. Well, on the counterpart, I also am stupid to fall for him. Haha,, I really don’t care whatsoever if he is enjoying the company of a girl he is dating. What I truly care about is what is yielding on him. Is that girl a good or bad influence on him? That I don’t know. But I had all the resources in the world, I would love to know.
These past few weeks of not seeing him, I heard that he hasn’t gone to church since July(that’s so sad :c). But he keeps his devotions properly by meeting the Lord every night (makimaki, thanks for the info). The girl he is dating is not a christian, and she is teegee’s cousin-but nonetheless, still not a believer. On this stuff, I am really bitter-sweet. Why? Because I remember our conversations regarding this ‘do-not-be-yolked-with-unbelievers’ thingy. He would say that he will run from it. But now, as I am seeing it, he is indulging in. I just hope he gets out of it before something serious happens.
Well, enough of that stuff :p
I pray that he will seek more of God, and that God will deal with him. And I hope that he listens well.
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I am happy that the cardinals won their game versus the letran knights. It was really nail-biting, but God is good to give the win and to keep their desire alive to be in the final four this season. By the way, to makimaki and tonton: nice hair cut. Groom well!
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What the?! Its so late already, I didn’t even noticed it. Well that’s it for me now. Hhhhhhhhhhmmmmm, I wish I should have brought anything home to study, so that my time would be used wisely. Well, I’ll try to go to mapua tomorrow to get some stuffs home.
Night.
!God is good all the time!
